Sawadikaaaaa!!! :B

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O level chinese paper tml

OMG!!!

am i well-prepared?

nah, i dun think so

am i able to do it?

Im positive i can!

trying to build up more motivation and confidence

well, confidence is not the only thing, i must at least revise more

to reduce the chance of failing the paper

and increase the chance of getting an A

hohoho, hope tml everything will go smoothly

arghhh, im having a headache

exam stress or too tired?

maybe both?

LOL, alrite, byebye =)

today is such an exhausting day!!

tata:D

Zhiren~~~

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time passed
start of holiday, halfway through suffering, end of 2nd semester
Chinese O level is getting nearer as each day goes by.
Apparently, we are only left with 4 days.
have to make use of these 4 days!
I want to score an A for chinese, be it A1 or A2
these are not just empty words!
well, got back report book today!
and i got GOOD for my conduct!! =)
im only proud for this part , academic stuffs are all too ashame to say out.
Gonna study and sleep for the holiday!
time to catch up with bed and academic as well.
alrite, its getting late
went out to oasis just now, not to study but to slack, LOL
slack till 11pm, basically, we are idling arnd only.
haha, oops have to sleep before 12 am in order to have ample energy for tml =D
good night :B

tata:D
Zhiren~~~

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Collected back all results at last
disappointed over it isn't surprising after all

Computer Studies-F9
Sci(Chem)-E8

how great can that be?
Well, no point being demoralized over it.
just have to work harder.
I will be gearing up for O level Chinese starting from today onwards
though language subjects cant be studied
but it will definitely improve if we use it properly everyday
set my handphone into Chinese language(yihyang's idea)
maybe it will help?
Fever comes and go, a minute im not feeling well, and a minute i think im fine
wth, despite being sick, i still have to attend school for Computer studies coursework tml
pathetic..
hope tml will be a fine day!
i must recover before my parents goes on holiday on 25may.
byes`

tata:S
Zhiren~~~

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Its all over.
Dont wanna think about it.
Dont wanna talk about it.
Lets just start afresh as friends.

Mid year results turn out to be astonishing
Eng-C5
Math-F9
Chinese-B3
His/SS-C5
sci(Phy)-D7
pure Bio-C6

more results to be taken back tml, seriously unexpected results
How i hope i could just stop studying...
O level Chinese is just in 2 weeks time
how fast can it get? how stress will it get?
OH, FUCK IT ALL!!
Tired and troublesome
I just want to take a break from everything!
but is it possible?

End of post-

tata:(
Zhiren~~~

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Hey girl!

i am truly sorry.
do u know how much u mean to me?
i didnt tell u, its because i didnt want to see ur friendship gets awkward
i stayed at a side to think, but not emo, seriously.
i admit i do get jealous, but i know we should have our own freedom.
our own best friends,our own problems and our own methods.
im concern about ur feelings thats why i didn't mention it
i really dunwan to see u sad or moodless
well u can ignore me, but as long as u are cheerful
its fine, even if i have to suffer.
Honestly, i hope u will not ignore me and dun find me irritating.
Let bygones be bygones :D
i promise i will be the original ZhiRen.
that brings joy to others,even though suffering alone.
no matter how life is, a smile will always be there!
if u somehow get to read this post, i hope u will understand.
and most importantly, i want to see u smiling at me again =)
its been 1 week, i hope we can make it through!
i hope u can share with me ur problems and i definitely will share it with u too.
this is a promise to u!
cheer on!

this post is dedicated to you sincerely!

"Dying alone is better than others dying with you"

tata:S
Zhiren~~~

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Well,the day before the last day of mid year examination
these days, has been the best and the worse
many things cropped up
emotion unstable
however, i smile in front of everyone
i do that to prevent people from worrying
in my opinion, i think suffering myself is btr than making others suffer with u
in order to do that, a smile is essential
honestly, problems came up lately
and its heavy problems.
i am on the verge of breaking down!
yet, i cant let feelings take control over me.
shall not continue further.
i will do my best to solve it and put in the best effort.
I will put in the best into this to make it through, and i seriously hope u can do the same.
thanks,
good bye.
currently in a state of confusion and disillusion.

tata:S
Zhiren~~~

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ahhh shag, even though there is no paper on wed and thurs

i still went back to school T.T

for computer studies coursework makeup session

and then having bio paper 2 ltr at 2.30pm

and going to sch to study bio at 8.30am

isnt it like normal school days?

pathetic.

well, no matter how suffering it is, i got my motivations

needa go back to school during marking day for makeup session

arghhhhh!!!

1.30am, im still not slping

more importantly, im not studying.

oh well, hope everything goes well ltr =)

And for you! please know ur limits alrite?

Everything has its own limits, including my level of tolerance

though it had not went beyond it, but it is just a matter of time

i hope u know what u are doing and would stop before it goes way out of hand!

even though my tolerance is high, but its best not to mess with fire.

however,i will try to keep the tolerance as high as possible

so put an end to whatever u are doing now, as u are only provoking me!

Honestly,I duno if u know or u dont

but this is ur choice

to hell or to heaven?

bye~

tata:B

Zhiren~~~

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Oh my! i just realise that how emo i was during the few previous posts.

LOl, well, thats the past.

im ME again =)

exam exam exam!

brought stress to me

eyes became smaller , eyebag became larger, pimples start popping out

what is this?!?!

its just a mid year exam after all

scary, i wonder what will happen if its O lvl

lol, lack of slp recently

and i mean i slept REALLY less! 3hrs a day

how great can that be?

LOL

my papers have been starting consecutive at 8am

when can i have afternoon papers!!

i want to sleeeeppppp MORE !!!!

haha, alrite bye

i wont let u down and i promise!

u will have my trust and words.

tata:D

Zhiren~~~

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FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!

FUCK!!!!

why does it have to be like this?

oh seriously, FUCK it man!

have i just wasted my time

and hurting my finger?

I just cant understand why!

arghhhhhh!!!

i regret giving such a long time,

and only feeling that at the last day..

seriously, my hope has been diminished.

but, i will NOT give up no matter what it is!!

though,i feel lesser hope now, i know i have the chance.

why? such complicated things must happen? and im involved.

emotional feeling sucks at all! FUCK! my mood is seriously fuck-ed up!

GOD DAMN IT!

ah! FUCK it all!

tata:(

Zhiren~~~

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If possible, i do not want to just stay as "friends"

i want us to proceed to more than friends

day by day, i see us come and go, come and go

well. i hope that it could come true

and though many obstacles are installed

im sure it could be overcome

no matter how long it takes, i only wish for one answer.

time is not a problem, its the feelings.

whenever im unhappy, u noticed it and cheered me

im touched by it.

whats meant to be mine will be mine, whats not meant means it isnt.

its the second last day, the feeling is really unpredictable

i duncare about anything, i just want the answer

and hopefully a joyful answer.

I seriously hope it will turn out successful!

Friends?! can it be more than that?

我不要其他的东西，我只是想要你的答案。

别的东西都无所谓，但只有你的不是。

时间不是问题，感情才是所谓的问题。

tata:D

Zhiren~~~

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Halfway through midyear.

this year MYE, had been spending efforts to wake up at 3am

just to study.

Generally, just slept for 3-5 hours each day

tml paper would be english and history

and after that on next monday is MATHS!

god damn mathematics!

Ah! I just hope that exam will quickly be over

and i would be able to have more than 5 hours slp again,

hoho, im not a pig, but slp is important.

Recently, getting weaker and i duno why!

oh holy shit, falling sick again.

many problems surfaced

and its during exam period- wtf -

it may be due to overstress? skipping of meals?

either one, i will curb it after midyear.

cant allow myself to get weak alr.

Shall not be weak after MYE =)

Oh, Bless that i score well for MYE.

Seeya!

"Lately, I had been thinking much things. Well, maybe i should not. just go with the flow"

"The day is approaching, how anxious is it? very!"

tata:D

Zhiren~~~

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Jealousy is not a bad thing after all

when u are jealous, it proves that u are fond of the person

well, jealousy and envy is a total different thing

yeah, i get jealous nowadays

but so what? I won't let it affect the friendship

and im jealous in the heart.

Its the final week and im thrilled.

however jealous too.

Jealousy is one of the worse feelings,

but an evidence as well.

Its ok to be jealous, i guess

but not show it out.

well, i know where i stand

but uncertain of when i fall.

Being jealous is an individual and personal thing.

Jealous wont be able to stop me, i swear!

GoodBye

-I am uncertain of where you stand now, but if u fall- I will hold u, if u rise-I will support u, if u stand far away-I will get near u.

tata:S

Zhiren~~~

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hi people!
this is da 100th post!

hohoho, its the mid year exam period
yet im about to fall sick as well?
nowadays ppl are getting ill.
due to the changing climate or failure to take care of individual self.
dun feel like posting long this time round
or should i say my post are always not long.
LOL, alrite getting weaker and weaker.
damn it.
so... good bye!

I wonder what is "home"?

tata:D
Zhiren~~~

Teo ZhiRen♣~
OFFICIALLY 16^^
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