Date : Sunday, November 28, 2010
Time : 11:12 PM
Title :

Holiday is a piece of crap
its no different from school days
what a waste.
everyone is busy with work
all the plans for holiday is crushed
seriously crushed! god damn it!
cant u people just take a few days off?
If thats the case, just work on throughout the holiday.
and i shall stay and rot at home and go to occasionally too.
im feeling so pissed up now! argh!
I do understand and am aware of things.
even i feel i shrinked in ur eyes.
are no longer that close? :(

Date : Thursday, November 25, 2010
Time : 8:14 PM
Title :

another crisis is here.
boom it out!
its just a day after gradnight for goodness sake.
a chalet is yet to come.
please sort things out peacefully.
...
anw prom night is a memorable one!
aww, im starting to miss my friends,school and teacher
but not study :P
hahaha, i wanna meet them soon, especially you.
thank you for all you did :D

Date : Saturday, November 20, 2010
Time : 12:56 AM
Title :

we will miss u cik ju!
bah, rotting like hell again, boredness is a catalyst of rotting
true enough, ahhh, still haven't found a job
I need a job asap, short of cash, short of clothes!
If we can earn $1 a day, i will definitely feel fine to rot!
shall get my ass off to bed now!
nights! prom night is just a few days away!
GAH! am looking forward to it greatly!
hope pimple will be gone for good~
:D I am me again! YAY!

Date : Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Time : 11:07 PM
Title :

Just finished writing my first letter!
hohoho
had spent a tough but enjoyable day shopping with..
Alastair,mawaddah,miinwei,haziqah,masturina,edy & dilip!
woah spent a bomb but its worth right?
many of us failed to buy our whole set but its alright,
we filled our mind with another pleasant memory we shared together.
though mentally happy, but physically sore!
my legs are aching due to all the walking, ages since i last walk so much!
but still, it definitely worth it! :D
I dyed my hair today! YAY! woohoo!!!^^
AWESOME! purplish-red for me!
though it turned out not what i expect, but at least its not black~
im doing fine now! =)
O level just ended a few days but im starting to miss my friends now
sigh.
oops, i should stop sighing!
i wish i can get a better expectation for my results!
all the best for us!^^

Date : Friday, November 12, 2010
Time : 10:06 PM
Title :

YAY!! O LEVEL IS OVER!!!
k, not officially for me yet.
i declare early holiday, but still got paper on monday.
blah, who cares, study on that day can alr! \m/
i wanna go shopping with my buddeh and friends
1 wanna go and work to earn money
i wanna go enjoy my life
i wanna go and dye my hair!
i wanna go and ATTEND GRAD NIGHT!

but...

i dunwanna leave my friends
i dunwanna lost contact with them
i dunwanna miss my friends
i dunwanna end the time spent with them
i dunwanna lose the chance to see them and <3

why does good things always come when its about to end?
i dunwan a short happy ending.
i just wish to spend more time with my schoolmates!
i dunwan to be forgotten and lose contact.
Last farewell will never come.
may god let grad night be the beginning of fun with them!

Date : Saturday, November 6, 2010
Time : 2:18 PM
Title :

among all the smiles, there will always be a few that are fake.
I know of some, but do they know of mine?
i doubt so.
whatever it is, i will be fine as long as they are happy.
I think..

Date : Thursday, November 4, 2010
Time : 2:04 PM
Title :

im happy! yet empty.
went drinking this morning at 1.30am to 4.30am -.-
gosh, feel so shag now
drunk my sorrows? maybe its working.
been drinking twice this week
drinking is only a temporary entertainment.
It clears trouble and sorrow for awhile.

I want to pass my O level.

Date : Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Time : 4:08 PM
Title :

having Biology and History papers tml, tough one eh.
memorising battle, after tml will be a slacking week.
great, gonna relieve stress.
i have a great fear of repeating next year. please dun make it true.
I've a headache now trying to memorise my bio, but history is the first paper tml!
gosh, am i able to make it?
In a worn out state..
how i wish i can control my life, instead of it controlling me.
all the best!

Date : Monday, November 1, 2010
Time : 5:39 PM
Title :

Misunderstandings everywhere! why????
tsk! adding on to the misery even more.
i do feel guilty putting on a fake smile, but what can i do?
i wonder when i will break down...
nah, not that soon.